I always lose. Those are the rules.
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☆ lvl 21 // (trans)Male // Pansexual // My Heart is Taken ☆
♡ Call me Libra. Call her Leo. ♡
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◇ Won't be showing my face m'dears, but glad to show you my fantasies. ◇
♧ Dirty messages unappreciated; I'm in a monogamous relationship ♧
if you only knew how my body shivers when you look at me, how my heart beats when someone says your name or how I want to do silly things when I think about you.
I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone. I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone. I like eating alone, and listening to music alone. It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.
But when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I just need someone who won’t run away.
I can’t shut off, that’s my problem. I have a mind that races a million miles a minute, is easily fixated, and considers every little detail with maddening precision. But if my mind is doomed to be occupied by a singular obsession, for the love of god, I am glad it is you.